倔強

別人都知道我火爆.

自懂事以來已是這樣

我知我知好蝕底嘛

可我就是不懂扮無知扮柔弱.

一名凡事都要獨力承擔的女子

不懂發惡是會死的.

但一旦慣了強悍

自會做不了溫和小白兔.

我是否要學懂溫順一點呢

若這可替我搏得你的溫柔

我不介意假一點

只不過

我不知道能維持多久.

noir et bleu

對我這是在自殘

撩交嗌 然後喪哭 暴飲暴食

再喪哭

哭累了繼續暴食.

繼續愛得遍體鱗傷

只因我在乎.

有沒有辦法不傷

有

關於他的事不上心不在乎便行

對不起我做不到.

大概愛夠了便會停止吧

像花火燒盡自會灰飛煙滅.

Soliloquy ii

當男人跟你說

“Trust me, this is not lip service.”

You know it is.

男人靠得住 母豬會上樹.

Soliloquy i

再不滿都別抱怨太多

無謂浪費時間心血期望他會因此改變.

做女人最忌失掉儀態風度.

Stuck

It sucks.

I really have no idea which way to choose
And there is no one that I can talk to
I mean
From no one I can seek a piece of advice that I think is good enough.
Or
Am I being too picky and demanding?
I don’t know
I don't know I don't know I don't know.

God I need your help.

merci mon dieu

As time passes I started to see my path.

Thanks be to God I started to figure out the way of achieving my goal.

Ways, it should be.

Staying at home on this nice Saturday afternoon

Struggling my way through another term paper

I am glad that I’ve made such choice.

I love my life, really.

Life’s great.

deleted.

Deleted my MySpace account, which has been deserted for almost 4 years.
Oh yes it has been 4 years since I finished that public exam.

The idea of deleting the account struck me out of a sudden and I just came up with the thought that I don't need that many identities.
Facebook, Plurk, Xanga, and MySpace?

Definitely too much for me.

We lie with our true names, we tell the truth pseudonymously.

I read this brilliant quote on my friend’s pluck, and I guess it somewhat stimulated me to ditch my MySpace account. The account is not really a platform for me to tell the truth. It never has been. And I don't need another identity to lie either. The everyday life already provides me with superb rostrums on which I’m force to put on my disguise.

I am fed up with those desserted accounts and I'm gonna get rid of them one by one.

And I am here, unveiled. Just here.

fingers crossed

I hope it’ll go well.
I want this chance so badly.

Having disappointed myself for so many times,
I dare not overestimated the probability.

Fortiter, fideliter, forsan feliciter.
Wish me luck.

period

只願這七天快點過去

痛得要命.

在這一刻我好妒忌男人.